Marji is Hilarious!

Reading the “comic book”, Persepolis, was truly a joy. It was both engaging and enlightening. Even though the book was filled with many darker subjects, I am going to focus on the more lighthearted ones.

For example, Marji’s attitude cracked me up. She was such a funny kids. Because of how her parents acted as activist, she has little respect for those higher up the hierarchy. She is not afraid to speak her mind to them and demonstrate her disapproval of them despite the dangers her actions entail. Also, her attempts to get out of trouble always made me giggle. For instance, the panels on page 134 were my favorite out of part 1. Marji attempts to lie to the women’s branch of the Guardians of the Revolution. She came up with such a ridiculous lie and popped out some tears to try and convince them to let her off with a warning. Try as she might, Marji had no effect on the woman. The Guardian’s stern face didn’t change the whole time. Honestly, I would not be surprised if the woman let her go because she assumed she would see Marji out of protocol again very soon and could just arrest her then. It also make me wonder that if that did happen, would Marji accidently make up  a whole new story?

Another aspect of the story that I loved was that it really did feel like the story was being told by a little girl. There were many instances were Marji would misinterpret adult conversations or fail to sense the urgency of a situation. Although, there was one aspect that I was not a hundred percent sure about. In the story, Marji started to become aware of the struggles, pain, and hypocrisy that comes with war at the age of 12. At first, I had believed that she was too young to understand and that it was the adult Marji showing through. After some thought, I realized that it would be surprising if she did not become aware because of how it was effecting her daily life.

Another aspect is her imagination. Little Marji had full blown conversations with God. She imagined and felt Him cradling and comforting her. I also used to imagen a figure rapping me up in a comforting hug when I felt distressed and overwhelmed. Although, I believed it was the Holy Spirit. Also, for me, he was gold and shiny. Which brings me to the point of God’s image. Why did God look like a giant, marshmallowy Baymax from the movie Big Hero Six? The only main different in my mind is that Baymax did not have any hair.

Lastly, I want to talk about Marji’s parents. I have to say they were not my favorite. They were very “do as I say, not as I do”. To me it just seemed very hypocritical. Also, it took them so long to finally accept that their home was too dangerous for young Marji. They refused to leave because they did not want to lose the wealth they had.  They put their social standing over the safety of their family. What good is wealth when your dead?

who run tha world girls girls

If only my life could be comic book style, sigh. I love Marji because her world is constantly changing but she stays true to what she believes. The rebellion of the women against the veils was such a power move because they were not going to be pushed around. Mothers in Iran had to be strong to protect their families and be optimistic to not lose hope. However, I did not like how many women put other women down even though they are all having to face the misfortunes of war and a dangerous environment.

It must have been such a difficult time for parents to raise their kids, and it was probably more treacherous than discussed in the book. The history of Persepolis and the tales of emperors and kings is fascinating in the culture of Iran. Also, the media has really altered my view of the veil because before reading this book, I did not really know what it was. Being forced as a child to adapt to a completely different lifestyle and adhere to new rules is something I would never want to go through. Marji and the children of Iran possess an admirable strength. Cherishing what little childhood you have during a war is important because tomorrow is not determined.

The strategy of the key and the promise of heaven/women/desired things was disturbing.  The way Iran’s government targeted their young boys to fight in their war shocked me. When Marji and her dad were discussing the quality of Iraq’s weapons compared to the quantity of Iranian soldiers, the fatality of Iran’s soldiers was imminent. War provides a feeling of desperation and ultimately a result of internal conflict. Corruption of the government and society during the war proves people will do anything to move up the food chain.

Cards, board games, posters, etc. being banned proves the miserable state of Iran. Having items from Western culture: Kim Wilde poster, Michael Jackson pin, and Nike shoes, show peoples’ appreciation for other cultures but the Iranian government does not like any admiration for foreign ideas. I would hate this because I really enjoy learning and purchasing items that are from different cultures and businesses.

This book was interesting to read because I am unfamiliar with the living conditions of war, especially for a child. I feel very fortunate to have a safe home where I have food, water, and the ability to express myself. I had good friends and a loving support system as a child and I know not everyone had the resources I did.

Also, I like Marji’s humor even though she had to deal with serious events in her life. It is so sad that the youth of Iran were being lied to and manipulated by their teachers.  I trust the teachers I have to inform me of important things happening in the world, and I value that as a student. Survival in Iran only came from keeping your head down and pushing through. Marji pushed those boundaries by speaking up and bringing awareness to the death that the school was not disclosing, and expressing her admiration for Western items.

The loss of innocence and response to the Iranian Regime’s “Call to arms” cost many children their childhood. An important and adored figure of Marji’s is her Uncle Anoush who was a symbol of hope while the revolution was young. Anoush was fond of the leftists and Marxism proved Marji would click with him. (God looking like Karl Marx)I liked their relationship because they had the same ideals, which can be good and bad. The hope that everything will be fine is false because the regime would be worse than the Shah. His imprisonment proved that faith in systems can not be trusted if everything is changing.  Overal 9.5/10, would read again.

Marji, Marv, and Karl Marxy God

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Marv’s religious trauma.

I personally really connected with Marji’s relationship with God in this book. This is an interesting topic for me as a former Christian turned into whatever the heck I am now. Future Judaism convert? Agnostic little gremlin? At least the communist part remains consistent.

Marji and I, at least when I was Christian- spoke to God very similarly. I didn’t really pray, per se, but rather conversed with Them as I would a normal human being. I would go around, doing my silly little tasks, and just talk. I would do it for hours on end sometimes; I would rant and process and just fully project all my thoughts and feelings to God. Marji reminds me of myself in that regard as she depicts God as a physical human being in her book.

I never had a mental picture of what God looked like, but if I did, I hope this would be it.

I have deep, irrevocable religious trauma. It will never be undone. I will never fully be healed. This is not sad to me- not anymore, at least, which shows me that some healing has been done and is possible. But the scars will always be there.

That being said, I am grateful to Marji and the piece of herself she shared in the childhood era of Persepolis. I looked to her with so much love as she navigated her fucked up world with God by her side, and my love for her persisted when she pushed God away in anger. Somewhere deep down was healed slightly by this because I did the exact same thing. And if I can love Marji and not blame her for it, how can I logically hate myself for the same action? The answer is that I can’t. And yet the self-hatred is not logical, and it will persist.

I still, at least half the time, believe that God hates me- not only for turning away from Him in my fury-woven sorrow, but for being me. For hating the Christian institution. For being queer. For being mentally ill. For being strong-minded. For finally, for once in my life, starting to say what I think. For questioning. For having true hatred for other people. For wanting revenge. For wanting those who hurt others to suffer tenfold. For what I eat. For who I love. For being a leftist- a communist. For being angry.  For writing the very criticism I am writing at this moment.

Marji reminded me, at least a little bit, that God is not this cruel, hypocritical, hateful person I think of Them as. Marji made her God a straight-haired version of Karl Marx. He was gentle, he was thoughtful, he was peaceful, he was accepting, he was loving. He was what I used to believe God was. He was what I desperately wish I could believe God is.

I would give anything to have the childlike innocence I had before. I blamed God for hating me, for being cruel, for leaving me. I know now that it was truly the fault of false, evil Christians that led me astray. But I will never forget what they said, or what they did, or how they made me feel. I will never love myself in full because there will always be a part of me that believes my own Creator hates me.

I wish I could love myself. I wish God could too.

Chronicles of a death coinciding with Chronicles of life

The publication of Chronicle of a Death Foretold has sufficient power to alter the course of an individual’s life. While Marquez was highly influenced by Metamorphosis, the message of the book has an entirely different take than any other book I have ever read.
While reading this book, I was highly influenced by the theme of fate. As a very high anxiety-driven person, I was hesitant to allow events in my life to be seen as simply fate. I have always been one to understand that events in my life are essential for “my plan” and that nothing is purely coincidence. However, in terms of Santiago Nasar, his last days were purely fate.
Fate is a heavy driving force in this book. From his hand feeling like a dead man’s, to every single person stepping over the letter on the floor, there was no chance that Santiago would be a living man. Santiago’s date is an unavoidable force of nature in the sense that no protection would have kept him alive. There are far too many “circumstances” that lead to his inevitable death.
While reading this novel, I understood that fate is an unavoidable factor in life that simply cannot be altered. This is not just in Santiago’s life, or Angela’s life, it is in everyone’s life. Clearly, Marquez is a believer in the fact that fate cannot and must not be altered. Whether you are aware of your future date, it cannot be changed. Fate is unavoidable.
Understanding that fate is unavoidable within my life as well, has caused me to recollect on past events and have the motive to apply this fate to my future. Whether it be getting into a dream school, true love, or even my death (hopefully not in the same realm as Santiago) it will all happen the way that fate intends it to occur. Instead of worrying and hoping that nothing will go wrong, perhaps it is best to understand that we as humans can not avoid fate. Fate is an extreme factor that is unlike any other.
While fate is an overarching concept within Chronicles of a Death Foretold, magic realism is a reoccurring factor. This novel takes place in Colombia. The utilization of this location has an extreme impact on the novel. The culture of the area impacts the outcome of events tremendously. For example, the disorganization of the community is essentially what causes such disorganization in this murder investigation. The drunkenness and the inappropriate buildings are all factors that cause this story to unfold in such a misconstrued way. The events of the story interweave between fiction and reality, due to the culture of where this novel takes place. In this town in Colombia, most people are more focused on having fun than the true issue at hand. The disorganization of the town causes a disorganized recollection of events. It is clear that this magical realism is prevalent throughout the town in Colombia, therefore this said magical realism is present within the story.

A Book or a Telenovela?

I can’t be the only one who read half of this book with my jaw hanging open.  It is truly an absurd chronicle, which is why it doesn’t surprise me that it is so commonly taught by IB teachers. It also doesn’t surprise me that Kafka was such an inspiration for Garcia-Marquez, because this book is crawling with insanities.

I thought that it was interesting how time works in a cyclical fashion in the novel. We start the novel with the day that Santiago Nasar dies, go through the story, and then end up at the day he dies again. It adds a lot to the story-telling element of the novel, but the progression doesn’t make any logical sense. All of the information given at the end about the day he died could have easily been thrown into the first two chapters, so why make it cycle back at all? Is this an element of magical realism, or is it representative of how the narrator is receiving information? It’s strange but interesting to think about.

I feel like every time I re-read this book I will discover new information that blows my mind while also uncovering part of a new theme, or just a detail. It reminds me of Atonement in that way.

The way religion kept coming into the story was quite interesting to me, and I find it hard to believe that Garcia-Marquez didn’t intend it to be a commentary.  The bishop sailed past the town that is offering him everything that they can in a performative routine as he does every year. Angela, the only one who leaves town, seems to have a real issue with this. After Pedro and Pablo confessed to killing Santiago to Father Amador, they say that they are innocent. Father Amador replies, “Perhaps before God”. Father Amador was also responsible for the botched autopsy performed on Santiago Nasar. While the findings were medically helpful, it was inadmissible in court and poorly performed. I understand why Cristo Bedoya didn’t perform the autopsy, but there was another medical student there on vacation who would’ve had more up-to-date knowledge on how to not butcher a corpse. I’m pretty sure Father Amador is the one who knew about the attack but got scared and just rang a bell instead, but that might’ve been Colonel Aponte. I’m not sure if Garcia-Marquez has a personal gripe with religion, or perhaps he just wrote what he saw while he lived in this town, but it is clear that the religious figures of Sucre, Columbia have a cult around them while being woefully inadequate at their jobs.

While magical realism is still a topic that I am trying to come to terms with, I think it works so well within this book. At its core, magical realism is strange things being told as fact, and that perfectly describes the events the led to Santiago’s death, his death, and the events after. Even the judge over the case seemed wildly perplexed by the entire encounter.

Strangely, my biggest question is still who Angela’s attacker could be. Is it someone we met? Is it someone we didn’t? Does Garcia-Marquez even know? All I know is that this book keeps my mind up at night.

Consequence Fate

Overall, I thoroughly enjoyed Chronicle of A Death Foretold. I think it embodies all of the characteristics of a “good” IB English book. I think it was placed perfectly in the syllabus in the Senior Year because there are aspects of Little Fires Everywhere. Macbeth, and Atonement. I was able to pull from those previous readings to make connections throughout the novel. Chronicle of A Death Foretold was a very thought-provoking novel for me, and I have figured out why. Fate. My idea of fate is skewed in a way. I view fate optimistically, probably because I am a hopeless romantic at heart, but Chronicle challenged my view of fate. I see fate as running into someone you have not seen in years, and you fall in love all over again. Or, you miss the train to go to work in the morning, and you miss a catastrophe. But can fate be used to justify an entire community essentially turning its back on a community? I am not sure. Was Santiago going to die no matter what? Maybe, but the people who did not warn him are using fate to justify their own actions rather than taking responsibility. I can’t keep looking at fate in an optimistic view without taking into consideration the means people will go through just to avoid responsibility for their actions. I think there are two sides to fate: optimistic fate and consequence fate. For example, at Girl’s State, I ended up finding the girl I plan on rooming with in college. It was pure coincidence. We signed up for the same seminar, got lost at the same time, approached the same lady to ask directions, and then we met each other and realized we wanted to go to the same college and study the same obscure thing. In my mind, that is optimistic fate. There was no connection between us prior to that single encounter, and boom, it was like all the stars aligned, and I have found someone with whom I can relate in college. On the other hand, consequence fate comes from the consequences of a person’s actions. In this case, the community would be experiencing consequence fate by not telling Santiago about the plot to kill him. They must live with his blood on their hands for the rest of their lives. Consequence fate brings on an unknowingness of the situation; If I had done this, could I have prevented that? I believe everyone’s actions lead to other actions, but that is not justified by fate. We all chose to take IB English sophomore year. Is that fate? Or is that the outcome of a decision we made? That is what Chronicle of A Death Foretold has forced me to look into. What is considered fate, and what is not? As someone who tries to see the good in everything, it is hard not to justify good things as fate without justifying the bad things as fate. Ultimately, I think it is up to the person to decide if something is fate or if it is a consequence of their previous actions, and if not, to justify it as a consequence fate!

anglea vicario slayed

Here’s the deal I’m not a crazy super feminist because in my opinion men are equally as important but I have to acknowledge the amazing abilities of a woman who knows her worth and her power and Angela Vacario is a fantastic representation of that. I was a little worried about her at the beginning of the book because I was like girl you are heartbreakingly sad the way she was talking about the only thing that she could do is kill herself and all that stuff I was like all right you’re quite the joyful little character there however with the help of none other than Bayardo and of course  Santiago Nassar who allegedly did some stuff she became this mastermind manipulator. We can’t pretend like miss girl didn’t know that there was gonna be an issue with her getting married because she wasn’t a virgin there’s no way that she was unaware of that. she went through with it anyway and married some random dude I guess who she thought had to be attractive because why in the world would you even consider marrying a man who’s not a little bit attractive?? he had money, her family was ready for it and then uh oh we find out that Angela has done the dirty… oopsie. now this sends Bayardo into a little frenzy as we all know.  boy is like absolutely not I cannot have her as a wife and is like take her back which I know I said this in class but let me say it again the way that they kept saying that they were returning her she was being returned the word return I didn’t like that that made Angela sound very objectified and like she was some kind of transaction.  he really said insert cash or select payments type with that one. anyways to get to the fun part the way that she writes him a letter every week for years is 1) dedication like yes queen gets your mans and 2) it’s the way that he did not even have to open a single letter to come back to her… like how did you mastermind that? that was amazing… not only that she saw him and was like oh you’re not necessarily the same way you were long ago but then she was like oh shoot you’re old and fat and have no hair let me call the shots, therefore she did. the amount of powerful feminine energy throughout the novel is not really super evident until you take a little deep dive it’s such an underlying little motif throughout some of the women and I love it especially in the class full of females who have very strong opinions you just have to eat it up it’s too good. I mean beautiful beautiful acknowledgment of her power and low-key none of this would’ve happened had Santiago Nassar  not butt his way between that so minor slay for him I guess.  ha ha slay is  funny because he was literally slain I still can’t get over the fact that he was walking through these peoples house  holding his intestines and then just smiled at them.  that got a good little giggle out of me anyways this was a good nice little read.  I liked it have a joyous day

People are weird.

This book was very thought invoking and funny. I enjoyed reading it and discovering the hidden lessons within it. But there were some things that just felt unfinished. To Garcia-Marquez, they are funny, little jokes. To me, they are stay up late pondering about them questions that will never be answered.

My biggest issue is with Angela and Bayardo. He threw me in such a loop! First Angela doesn’t want to give Bayardo a time of day, then she pines after him for half a lifetime. I understand it’s a power move to get back into society, but I could not seem to completely rap my brain around it. She had seemed like the type of person not to be bothered by that stuff. What’s crazier is that Bayardo came back! All because he felt guilty about barring her from society and marriage, not for love. It makes me wonder if they will even last. I feel like they are equally match in spirit, Angela with her masked hatred and Bayardo with his gigantic ego. I would buy and read a second book to find out who wins! Although, maybe not because Garcia-Marquez might just use it as another opportunity to create more unanswered questions.

Another thing I felt cheated on was the years in between Baryardo leaving the sinful town and him eventually reuniting with Angela. What was he doing that made him deteriorate so much? Does he still have money or was he pretending? Why did he never try to remarry? With the double standard for men in the book, along with his good looks and money, I’m sure he could have gotten another acceptable marriage.

The Mayor got on my nerves a lot. He was basically useless. Even Father Amador called him a “barbarian” and his orders “stupid” (Garcia-Marquez 72). When he found out about the coming murderer, he practically gave them a slap on the wrist. He took their knives and sent them to bed. When he found out that they got knew knives and were trying to track Santiago Nasar down and kill him, Colonel Aponte decided to finish planning a domino game before dealing with it! By the time he was finished, the killing was over. After all that, he still stayed the mayor. I was very confused by that. He may have shown his strength through war, but was not his failure to prevent the murder enough to get him removed from office? Why would the people of the town continue to follow a spineless leader?

The Angela’s mother, Pura Vicario, was very puzzling. For a mother that supposedly loved her family very much, she had a funny way of showing it. She literally beat Angela to a bloody pulp. Also, she raised her daughters to never dream about anything in life except marriage. But, maybe the way she raised them was a sign of love in her own way. She raised her daughters so that they would be good wives that could easily marry into rich families.

Now I did not write this whole blog post to drag Chronicles of a Death Foretold through the mud. There were just some elements that rubbed me the wrong way. All in all, I enjoyed this book a lot and it’s probably one of my favorites out of the books we read together.

Destined to Die

I enjoyed reading Chronicle of a Death Foretold because it was unlike anything I have read before. I did not think I would like this book because I like having the plot of the book being discovered throughout the book and not known at the very beginning. Although the murder was useful to know because the motives and details of the murder are slowly revealed. Also, every time Pedro and Pablo were mentioned, I envisioned Pedro Pascal. I don’t really want to see Pedro Pascal having blennorhea to be honest…

Angela Vicario’s role in this book shows how in a place where a woman has no power, she is able to manipulate Bayardo to coming back to her with the letters. Although there is a battling power dynamic of Angela sending the letters and Bayardo not opening them shows how Angela can still have her life even though she is not a virgin.

The end of the book where Santiago gets nailed to a door with knives captivated me because of the magic realism.  Also, I was surprised that they actually were able to kill Santiago. They possessed the skills of pig butchers but lacked the medical knowledge of where the heart is. The drunkenness’ and blasphemous behaviors of the town ultimately lead to unfortunate consequences.

The discussion of purity and marriage in that society can be a double standard because the women have to be “pure”, but the men can go to brothels and be players all they want with no consequences. Women can bring shame to their family by not being a virgin and never able to remarry. Bayardo returned Angela after she revealed she was not a virgin with the intention of dying, which shows he did not truly love her. Only until after she could not have him, she was utterly obsessed with him.

Disorder in the town shows how there is no structure and therefore no proper legal system. The way the body was examined and the legality of it all proves there was no successful criminal justice system. I do not think I could function in a town where a threat to kill someone is not taken seriously, also the mayor needs to be replaced asap.

 

 

 

What did I just read???

This will be a blog post in true ‘blog’ form- all of my raw thoughts on this book will be shared. Please expect less intelligent commentary from Marv here.

First of all, I loved this book. There’s SO much going on in so little pages. Marquez runs through many themes in this little text: the double standard cult of virginity, the hidden power of women in society, racial prejudice, classist bias, and the faulty nature of memories in our human minds while we have preconceived notions of people, places, and events.

Aside from there being a thousand characters in CDF, I felt as though the reading was easy to understand. Atonement, in my opinion, was exponentially more challenging to read. The themes here felt more obvious, the language simpler, the characters easier to read. I would not say that this book is any way ‘simple’, however. I am intensely impressed by how much is packed into this mini little literary work of genius.

As far as characters go, my opinions are pretty simple. I love Angela with my whole heart. My heart breaks for the abuse she received from her mother throughout her life. I wish I knew what the truth was regarding who took her virginity, but I respect her iron-clad secret. Santiago Nasar, on the other hand, is an absolute asshat. He continually assaulted Victoria Guzman’s daughter, Divina Flor, and was overall a menace to society. He was rich, too, of course, and as we all know, Marv does not favor such people. I have mixed feelings on Bayardo, honestly. He came out of nowhere and pointed to a woman to be his wife like a customer might point to an item they want to purchase. I am not surprised at this behavior, as it is the norm in this society. I remain to be disappointed, though. We also know absolutely nothing about him as a person, and although he proved to be seemingly harmless, who was he really?

As for the twins, I found them rather comical. My dislike of Nasar makes for a rather twisted approval of their actions, but can anyone blame them fully for the murder anyway? I feel sorry for the twins in a weird way. They went around and told quite literally everyone (minus Santiago Nasar) about their plans to kill him for their sister (Angela’s) honor. No one stopped them. The whole town is equally, in my perspective, guilty for Santiago Nasar’s violent death. Good for them, though- he wasn’t all that great.

This book is definitely re-read worthy. I could easily read this entire book within an hour if I had the time. The comedy and drama of it all makes for a fun read. The only thing I hate about this book is its ending. I’m not a big fan of hanging plot endings, so this book slightly killed my soul with that. I need closure, bro. But ANYWAY. Great book. I hope you keep teaching it or at least peer pressure and harass your student to read this. Excited for Persepolis!

To condemn, pity, or relate? My thoughts on Briony Tallis

Briony Tallis is such a human character that it hurts, and it is because of that humanity that we are able to criticize her with such depth, passion, and the occasional f-bomb drop. Throughout the novel, I found myself switching between three main emotions regarding Briony: anger that led to condemnation, pitying her, and relating to her.

It is easy to relate to young Briony as she is, to her core, a typical kid. She doesn’t understand anything outside of her own little world and it inherently selfish- which is literally every kid Briony’s age that I’ve ever known. However, her isolation, creative mind, and narcissistic mother has not done wonders for her development. As an effective only child growing up, I understand the lengths you will go to to not be bored, but I can say that never accused my sister’s crush of raping my cousin because of it. Briony makes me think about the nature v. nurture argument. Is how she was raised to blame for her selfish actions the day she accused Robbie? Is she inherently that way? I think it may be both, but I now understand why McEwan is so proud of Briony as a character.

In part 3 of Atonement, Briony is just straight up pitiful. All she wanted out of life was to go to Girton, be a writer, and have this high intellectual status, but she chose to repent for her sin by being a nurse. She was a mediocre nurse, but she was doing her best. She carries so much guilt and anguish over how she tore Robbie and Cecelia’s lives apart and what could happen to them that she doesn’t sleep, pushes out her family, and dresses wounds with such precision and affection that she has to be told to move on. Despite everything she has done, it is difficult to not pity her and the weight that she is carrying.

I got severe emotional whiplash between part one, part three, and London, 1999 and my thoughts on Briony. I do have some respect for older Briony, as she seems to be aware of some of her biases, but there is one specific area within Briony’s book that I think shows her character that I take a big issue with. In Connolly’s letter to Briony, he asks why the woman goes into the fountain fully clothed and how it may relate to the larger story. However, it is made very clear in our version of the novel that Cecelia strips before entering the fountain. Given the conservative ideology of the time, I ask my question: if Briony cares so much about giving Cecelia and Robbie the “ending they deserve” and lies to do so, why humiliate Cecelia’s memory by stripping her for the sake of plot? My bias says selfishness, because even thought Briony knows she cannot publish in her lifetime, she simply cannot bear to change the truth in favor of a story. It was not until I read that note in C.C’s letter that I began to hold contempt toward Briony, specifically, her future self that rationalized changing history in favor of publicity.

Then again, with her as our narrator, it is impossible to know the truth about anything… Ian McEwan, how fucking dare you write this life-altering book.

Plot Twist… i’m not going to complain about briony

As much as we have all vocalize how much we dislike Briony, especially me, and while I could just sit here and rant about how terrible that little brat of a child is, I don’t want to do that.  Plot twist I’m going talk about Cecelia because she got the short end of the stick throughout the entire novel. She’s just different although she went to Cambridge she didn’t do very well and that’s talked about a lot in the first section of the novel and there’s even times when Leon’s there and she just wants to talk to him and have a drink with him and she finds that to be difficult because of Paul Marshall and then of course everything with Robbie and I’m gonna unpack that a little bit.  I think that a lot of her differences and her little quirks and things that are just different about her than anybody else in the novel is that she is the one person who is actually in love. Now she would never dare to say it out loud but it’s obvious in the way that she always notices him wherever he is and she is always thinking of little things she could do to get his attention even when she’s talking to him she tries to sound more intelligent in what she’s talking about to relate to him on some level because he also went to Cambridge  but he’s a little brighter than she is. Her biggest issue with all of it, underlying even if she’s not fully aware of it, is the issue of class that is persistent through this whole novel.  She knows that she can’t really be with him because it would look bad because he’s in a lower class than she is but that also doesn’t stop her from interacting with him and then after she gets that note, when she knows how he feels, she wants him just as much as he very clearly stated he wanted her. But unfortunately for us Briony exists in this novel for some reason or another lol I know she wrote this freaking story anyways she ruined it for Cecelia and although she was a child and she thought Robbie was hurting her does not mean that she can take it to the extent that she did and go run and get the note and show everyone what happened in the library like girl that is so extra please calm down and she ruined that and that’s what hurts. It was the one thing her sister really wanted.. Robbie. I also feel the need to talk about Robbie because he’s low-key the best character in the whole book. Obviously he has some flaws and he can’t see because he picks up the wrong note which had he been more careful all of this could’ve been avoided but anyway, when he’s accused of this he doesn’t fight back or anything because he knows his place. Even though he’s clearly very smart and very intelligent he knows his place and although we’re not sure if the whole section about Robbie being in France is factual at all because it all came from freaking Briony that just shows his leadership capabilities and I don’t know I just really liked him.  Also in the illusion of the apartment scene with Cecelia and Robbie and Briony he had every right to be upset but like he still didn’t hurt her they still let her do what she felt like she needed to do to reconcile with them even though I didn’t really work because nobody likes her. All in all Robbie and Cecelia deserved better and as hard as Briony tried to make this a cute little romance novel at the end where they are together unfortunately for us we find out that they actually died and we don’t get a nice little romantic ending but #RobbieAndCeceliaDeservedBetter

 

 

An attic room: a place for Mr. Nigro's IB Seniors to ponder the emptiness at the heart of life.

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